Have you ever cried and you didn’t know why? You’re just sitting there and all of a sudden something in your subconscious triggers unending tears. You sit there crying your eyes out for what seems like no fucking reason.
There’s a lump in my throat, an ache in my chest, and a stream of tears down my face and I don’t know why. I feel like you just stabbed me in the chest and twirled the knife around a bit.
I just saw you today at your show. You didn’t do anything. You didn’t say much to me. Maybe that’s why I’m upset or why I’m crying. Is it because I took time to see you but you never have?
It’s not your fault though, I don’t think I would take the time to see me either.
I want a cute relationship. Holding hands and watching movies and going to the park. Going on cheesy dinner dates and constantly kissing. I want honesty. Ive never gotten the truth or someone who can be faithful. I want something loyal and fun.